worms in thy brain.

#54 : White and Black

2011-08-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

WEEEEEEE~! School is out and holidays had just kicked in! (^------^) I am so not thrilled at all as holidays are not H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S at all. *booooooo*
REPEAT AFTER ME: *BOOOOOOOOOO* *BOOOOOOOOO*

I am just being silliy, i know. My schedule is real tight and mundane;
The official holiday starts from today as it was my last paper yesterday! The paper yesterday was manageable to my surprise. *gasp*

Here goes my schedule:

٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ - 2nd September ; FMA's screening with lovable GEAKS ♥-♥ *screams* screams* *screams*

٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ - 5th September ; Makan gathering with the girls (secondary clique) @ Octapas

٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ - 8th and 9th September ; school camp (in preparation of internship, that is what they said; wondering how true it is for us who are going for it! P.S: i do love outdoor camps! (^-^) )

٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ - 10th September ; Fire Safety training

٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ - 15th - 29th September ; WORK WORK WORK

٩(•̮̮̃•̃)۶ - 4th October ; SCHOOL REOPENS *sheeeeesh* *facepalm*

Disclaimer: the weekends are out as they are for me to laze around at home and catch up on some 'ME' a.k.a zzZz time. hahah! <:

Wonderful Animes made my heart tingle and goosebumps appear! what a weird way to put it!
Meitantei Conan #15 (Quarter of Silence) was A-W-E-S-O-M-E beyond description!♥-♥
For those who had yet to watch it, kindly watch it through proper channels and support ORIGINAL instead of piracy! (^-^)v

#53 : Dreams

2011-07-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

♥__♥

#52: Monster

2011-07-14T19:49:00.001+08:00

AWESOME SHITZXZXZXZXZXZXZ!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAZXZXZXZXZX!

#51 : Freedom

2011-06-20T20:39:00.001+08:00

#50 : Black Cherry Chutney!

2011-06-09T20:20:00.003+08:00

We are so accustomed to disguise ourselves to others that in the end we become disguised to ourselves.

I had spent an AWESOME day out at ♥'s place, beyond description!
hope Jocelyn's having great time unwinding and be safe at Bangkok.

School's starting in 2 days' time. HO HO!
GAMBATTE~

P.S: May good news come soooooon!
P.P.S: I want a short getaway!

#49 : Good relationships don't just happen. They take time, patience, and two people who truly want to be together.

2011-06-09T02:20:00.002+08:00

As promised, i'll update the blog! :3 not mine but yours~ (:

Surprise surprise~ Hope it'll be long enough for you! =x

So i was wondering how life will be like now if we were to get married now and here are the thing which i think of:

1. Holding hands at home while watching TV :D
2. Cooking meals at home *YUMYUM* =p
3. Enjoying each other's company (:
4. No more quarrels! :3

But this is if now, since i'm waiting to enlist and you're still schooling! ):

If we were working, it might be another scenario! ))):

I MISS YOU NOW! >u<
I hope that i'm doing well as your boyfriend! :3
It's been a long long way since we've been together!
Let's do our best! ^3^

This shall be ur good night message:

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD NIGHT GIRLFRIEND! :3
Do eat your meals and have a good night sleep! Hope you'll have enough sleep!
I'm going to visit my guardian later in the afternoon but going down to Suntec with my sister during late morning! (:
Do study as well! :D can't wait for your visit on friday~ ^3^

P.S. Do you dare to love me then? :3
P.S.S Other things should be left to message! =p

#48 : Mentality

2011-06-03T12:43:00.002+08:00

Overeating reduces your ability to hear!

1st June 2011, Wednesday
It was the last day of the school and in comes the real short term break; it is only 1 week excluding the weekends. *sheeesh* The last day of school was rather relaxing and fun despite the concepts were dry dry dry! (we had a exciting and hilarious facilitator; Miss Ong but she's leaving usssssssssss! *faints*)

The plan after school was to have dinner with my previous semester classmates. Despite preparing and planning and informing few weeks back, people either cannot make it or did not know about it. My heart sank but there's nothing much I could do to make it feel better. (what an "perfect" note to end the last day)

However, my current classmates had plans; going to Clarke Quay. Thus, while waiting for 2 classmates who are involved in the bursary interview, the rest of them stayed in class and guess what they did to kill time.
OHMY OHMY! that's right; they were gossiping gossiping gossiping. They were still doing so on the way out from school, to the station, on the train to Dhoby Ghaut, switched train to Clarke Quay, on the way to Clarke Quay, within Clarke Quay and on the way to Lau Pa Sat and on the way home. It was the noisiest moments you can hear and see from them! (soooooo auntie-ish, LOL!)

They snapped many many many pictures and it does not include me! (i'm an anti-photos person!)
They bought Sticky, went to Japanese Bookstore; Book Mart! Book Mart has an conducive environment for reading and relaxing!
After so, we walked from Clarke Quay to Lau Pa Sat, 20 minutes plus walk! We were starving and thirsty like mad! They ordered 40 sticks of satay, one plate of sambal stingray, one plate of carrot cake (black), one plate of hokkien mee, one plate of ikan bills nasi goreng, drinks! BUT it was not filling for ME! (x___x)

We made our way home after filling our tummy. I was nearly locked out by my madam. (-___-)
There was a little conflicts between my folks and I, was practically shouting. *sighs*

2nd June 2011, Thursday
We were having a farewell steamboat sessio for LESLIE, who is enlisting next week!
WE WILL MISS YOU LOADS LOADS! ♥
There were many many dishes till we exploded our tummy!
- Sausages
- Tofu
- Crabstick
- Prawns
- Fish
- Vegetables
- Shrimp Wonton
- Fishballs/Meatballs
- Golden Mushrooms
- Crabs (butter, cereal, ketchup) (9 crabs in total)
- Drinks (green tea, apple tea, coke, ribena, vodka; raspberry)

Leslie was enjoying himself loads loads loads.
We took many hilarious photos and Jocelyn made all of them into GIF!
It was sooooooo cuuuuute! ♥

Sometimes, I hope I am thinking too much but reality showed me otherwise.
Life provides us with many choices, we can choose to see things in different perspectives and make choices accordingly. Do not make your problems or troubles into others' too as they are actually not obliged to help out but they choose to instead. So, do appreciate that loads instead of whining and complaint about it.
Since you know there's something that you have to abide to, make arrangements according to the situation instead of depending on that particular thing and make bad comments about it. There is always other time of experiencing such moments as we are going to see each other. (it is not like it was the last time we are actually meeting)
People just do not use their brains at times and expects the easiest way out in life.
P.S: I will not have such thoughts actually, but the tone and actions of the person led me into thinking all these.

We are having another Makan Session @ Food For Thought @ Singapore Art Museum on 7th June 2011, Tuesday! We are totally looking forward to it! ♥

Our Makan Journey; full of ♥ and laughters till now:
[x] Strictly Pancakes
[x] Hatched
[x] Island Creamery
[x] Supper @ Simpang, Bedok
[x] Crabs @ Kovan (3 for $18 )

There will be more more more sessions coming up! \m/

P.S: I'm having a bad throat; cough now. (*-*)p

#47 : Goodbye Hug.

2011-05-29T18:46:00.002+08:00

I ENVY KUDO SHINICHI and MOURI RAN! ♥

Hello everyone! Life had been rather short for fun and long for hectic mundane moments in school. However, learning in school was alright and rather eye-opener for me at certain points during classes. The school hoildays are coming in 3 days' time! (what a major relief! *phewww*) BUT BUT BUT it's going to be 1 and half weeks' long ( *sheeesh* school just have to be soooooooo irritating at times) and and and EXAMINATIONS are after hoildays so I have to cramp for examinations during holidays (what a wonderful holiday I have! HA!) !

Despite so, I have been watching Detective Conan! (: it is very engaging and real interesting as it blew my mind away for every episode and keeps me going for more! (:

P.S: kindly support http://struttt.livejournal.com and your support is greatly appreciated by yours truly! THANK YOU TRUCKLOADS! ♥

P.S.S: I had been pigging out truckloads these days! ho ho ho! (^u^)/

#46 : Blowfish!

2011-05-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

14th May 2011
I had a sweeeety and awesome time out! heh! ♥
- Brunch ar HTL
- 2 movies (FF5 and Beastly)
- Desserts
There is something lacking to end the day on sweeeety note; a gift.
Hmmm, I was not expecting anything but deep down within, I was stil hoping that there was something for me. It does need not be expensive nor big; all i wanted is something meaningful within. I have the tendency of being random and thinking too much most of the time but I do not know myself well in actual fact.

P.S: EXAMS ARE COMING! (*___*)"
P.S.S: things are turning out better; rainbows after rain i hope!

#45: Life as it is.

2011-05-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

I am totally speechless and hope to have space instead.
major in need of hugs and coffee!
P.S: I do not wish for people to ask me the happenings; it's just humans are plain ugly!

#44: TWIGGIES

2011-05-10T10:38:00.004+08:00

Hellooooooooooo everyone out there!
SCHOOL > HOME ; > SCHOOL > HOME!
school had been rather mundane and nothing has been new around. >:
though many plannings (in my head) had been going on but it is rather difficult to execute and accomplish them. *sheeeesh*
Election fever is still on despite that the entire coverage is over! People was like not pleased with the results and making mountain out of molehill.
However, there are many niceeeeeeeeeeee shows to catch on this upcoming month! (n__n)

$$$$$ is for
- Mangas
- Fooooooooood
- Getaways (madam asked me to save up for my and brother's share to HK! >: ; HOW TO COPE?! )

P.S: I had been saving for a week and it will be gone in one makan session *poof* *headslap*
P.S.S: I cannot wait for the semester to be over and that my internship will be on the semester 2! :p *crossing fingers*

The makan adventure with Jocelyn and GX is always exciting! We should snap snap more photos photos~! HAHAH!

~~- Strictly Pancakes~~
~~- Hatched~~
~~- Island Cremery~~
- Fika
- Food for Thought @ North Bridge
- Korean BBQ @ East/West Coast
- Seafood Zi Char @ AMK
- Zi Char @ http://www.ladyironchef.com/2011/04/04/keng-eng-kee-seafood-cze-char-restaurant/#more-14501
- Japanese buffet @ http://www.ladyironchef.com/2011/01/20/senki-japanese-buffet-restaurant-singapore/#more-12774 with GEAKS!
- En Japanese Dining Bar @ Bukit Timah
- Tonkichi @ Orchard Central
- Dessertssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

where to? where to next? *drooools* I am totally spoilt for choices!
Let's plan more more venues and get more people tooooo!

P.S.S.S: I cannot wait for this coming weekenddddddddd! (^u^)v
Till next time~

#43: Mellow wine.

2011-05-06T21:43:00.001+08:00

I am enjoying every moment currently. Thank you loads for your efforts and everything!
Nothing is able to describe the feeling I am having now. Let's just savour everything at present! <3

P.S: WHY YOU NO UPDATE YOUR BLOG? >:

#42 : Heavy Head!

2011-05-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

I look at my boyfriend and think, how can someone so cute be so clueless?

#41 : Surprise Visit.

2011-04-13T19:08:00.000+08:00

"I want someone who will tell me when I’m being stupid, Who won’t baby me with his words. Someone who will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also. Someone who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be. Someone who knows he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out; Someone who will randomly bring me food, because he knows I love to eat. Someone who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who won’t mind when I even embarrass myself. Someone who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewelery crap. Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask, but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. Someone who I don’t feel threatened by. Someone who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits. Someone who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable. I want somebody to sleep with the rest of my life, and cuddle up during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter as long as you’re having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about break a nail or an arm. Someone who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too, or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think “this might make my girl smile” as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he’s got. "

This paragraph only (not the picture) is quoted from someone's blog.

#40 : Service Battery!

2011-03-26T16:51:00.002+08:00

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly. I want you to hold me and keep me warm. I want you to take amazing photos with me. I want you to tell your friends how much you love me. I want you to drop everything and hug me tight. I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters. I want you to smile ever single time when you see me or yourself. I want you to know how much I love you.
I just, want you. Always. 38! ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

#39 : New Challenges

2011-03-22T22:41:00.001+08:00

I will keep going and put my best till I know what it means to be strong!

21st March' 2011
There was an outing with secondary mates; Amelia, Scze We, Larry, Weijie, Leslie, Jocelyn and GX! We went to Marina Barrage for mini picnic and kte-flying session! We played Monopoly Deal in a slow and funny motion as Jocelyn and I were not good in playing. ||: We stayed till 3 plus and head off to Compass Point for dinner at Swensens to celebrate Larry's big 2! (^o^) There was a little commotion as we felt that there was mini sparks between Amelia and Weijie. :x :x This made the atmosphere a little awkward.
After all, it was a memorable experience and hope Larry enjoyed it within!

22nd March' 2011
It is THE day where results are published and people start to get moody over.
The results were rather unexpected; this semester 2's GPA is 3 As and 2 B+s, 3.8! It is a big improvement as compared to semester 1's GPA is 3 B+s and 2 Bs, 3.3.
I was very very very thankful within and my madam told me it was due to my hard work and it paid off! Everything is falling into place, for now! I am living with gratitude daily!
ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *BOWS DOWN*

P.S: Ippo and Luffy are my life's role models! :p ♥

2011-03-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

Random moment: Hajime No Ippo's episode 60 is heart-wrenching tooo!
Vorg-san is very charismatic! Sayonara~

#38 : Unexpected Guest

2011-03-18T16:24:00.001+08:00

I had a great time today!
There are two events planned :
(*) Weekend Brunch at Hai Tien Lo
(*) USS

I am thrilled for them to start right away but, I am cash-strapped. ||: As mentioned about the rash yesterday, it was not the normal rash from before, it was bedbug's bite! (>-<)"" *AHHHHHHH* it was horrifying as it is creeping me within.

Deep and Meaningless - Rooster #nowplaying

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HAPPY HAPPY SWEEETY BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA. SASTRA! (n_______n)v HOPE YOU ARE HAVING LOADS LOADS LOADS OF FUN IN AUSTRALIA!

#37: Vampire Knights

2011-03-17T13:46:00.003+08:00

A tongue has no bones but it breaks hearts.

My bad rash is back! *faints* I am wondering wondering what type of food allergy I have but on other hand I wish I do not have any as I want to have no restrictions within my eating habits. Well as you all can see, I am food lover, and my motto is "I live to eat" hehe! Thus, I really hope this rash is a temporary happening. *crossing fingers*

I was packing my manga collections earlier on and I was confused of this particular series as in the volumes that I had bought till now; was it till volume 10 or volume 11.?
FYI, I have 4 prized manga collections:
[x] Chrno Crusade (8 volumes)
[x] Peacemaker (5 volumes)
[x] Blaue Rosen (5 volumes)
[x] Vampire Knights (I have it till volume 10 and the series is still counting!) (^-^)v

Despite so, I have read other manga series and I have this fussy habit of picking the type of series to buy and own them as mine mine mine! So, my next target is 'Blood Alone'; the genre is about vampires! I am into mystical/action/thriller/mystery stuffs!

Though I had changed my phone for a brand new set, but it keeps giving me problems. *boooo* I plead for my phone to stop throwing tempers and be back on track real soon!
P.S: I did not drop my phone before.

P.P.S: I am all alone at home with nothing much to eat. ||:

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My madam asked me along for lunch! We had prawn noodles and bought some snacks along the way home!
MADAM IS THE BEST! ♥_____♥v
but but I am still hungry! ||:

WHOOP WHOOP! I had dinner with my family at Potong Pasir; Yong Tau Fu and Tau Huey as dessert after a filling meal! The feeling of having a meal together with your family is really beyond description!! I yearn to have more of such.

P.S: I really want to go to fleas to get bargain deals!

#36: Fighting Spirit

2011-03-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

Random Note:
I teared during Hajime No Ippo episode 45.
P.S: I do tear during touching scenes in animes. |:

P.P.S: why I cannot seem to find really nice blogskin with good feel? how to create one according to my feelings? O-O

#35: Invisible Writing

2011-03-16T17:49:00.003+08:00

I started boxing to find out what it means to be strong!

This will be an early post for today as I am staying at my bomb shelter for the entire time (except during lunch hour). It is due to no activities/events for today! HAHA!
However, MIU MIU came over and spent some time at my bomb shelter. It was hilarious as MIU MIU went jogging before coming over and I just woke up at that same time. Thus, I communicated with MIU MIU by writing words on MIU MIU's palm. MIU MIU could not make out some of the words I wrote and MIU MIU's expressions was funny beyond description. *innocent face*

I could not decide what to eat for lunch, and made a last minute decision of having McValue meal from MacDonalds. *yikes* *yikes* It is unhealthy, I know I know. I left at 2:30pm and waited for the bus like for donkey years. *faints* To add on to the misery, it was pouring heavily! Apart from all that, I managed to reach there one minute before the promotion timed out. *phewwww*

Since then, I had been watching 'Hajime No Ippo' episode 40 and counting! This anime is rather inspirational where everyone should watch it though your interest is not into boxing! GAMBATTE, IPPO-KUN! (^-^)b

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P.S: My madam cooked dinner tonight! *yipeee*

P.S.S: I hope everything goes well for Jocelyn's university applications and that she will be able to fit and adapt well when the term begins! DO NOT EVER LOSE FAITH! (n__n)b *HUUUUUUUGS*

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Dinner was great thought it was simple! (: but but but, madam went out with daddy to have dinner together and left all of us behind! *hmmmmph*
may all the troubles she had be gone when she is back home!
She is being unfair by not sharing her woes! *booooo* *booooo* (>u<)

#34 : Food Adventure

2011-03-15T21:19:00.005+08:00

We live to find the meaning of life

15th March' 2011
[x] Hatched (Le Rossini, Cowboy Burger, Sir Benedict, Philly)
[x] Island Creamery (Teh Tarik, Mango Sorbet, Kahlau Latte)
[x] Big Momma; Like Father and Son
[x] Ajisen Ramen (Seafood Ramen)

14th March' 2011
[x] Best Fries Forever (Gusto Garlic, Ole Ole)
[x] Gnomeo and Juliet
[x] Japanese Buffet at 313 Somerset

13rd March' 2011
[x] Hougang Vegetarian outlet
[x] Singapore Post Centre (to settle some bills)
[x] IT show; we were stuck there for 5 hours plus. This is due to massive human jam and rowdy behaviours displayd by the people there. |:
[x] Aljunied food centre

This holiday is taking a toll on me though I am not working currently at all. There are many outings organised and in turn resulted my expenses had increased to yet another climax. ): *sheeeeesh* Not only that, I have been eating eating eating sleeping sleeping sleeping lots lots. Furthermore, I am using this spare time to catch up on several animes like Hajime No Ippo, One Piece, Detective Conan and one drama serial, Pretty Little Liars. Though I am really in need of money, but I am really contented with the times spent with my friends! *HUUUUUUGS*
P.S : school is going to reopen soooooooooooon, in another month's time.

P.P.S: CONGRATULATIONS CONGRATULATIONS CONGRATULATIONS
on getting your driver's license, MIU MIU! ♥___♥v

speechless

2011-01-24T12:59:00.000+08:00

Nothing is real for goodness' sake.

why do we truly live for?

to laugh at the expense of others' misery?

why why?

i prayed daily sincerely for everyone around me to have happiness daily

and may their misery be on me, only me.

so is it not worth fighting on anymore?

#32: NAILS GALORE

2010-08-19T12:03:00.003+08:00

should i change to tumblr or stick to here? ((:

IN A BAKING MODE NOW NOW NOW ♥!

#31: DEAR GOD

2010-08-14T17:35:00.001+08:00

everything I touch turns to dust, there is nothing I can hold on

Dear God,
I used to falter and be lost a lot in my life
Not only that, I had hurt many people around me, be it knowingly or unknowingly
I am sincerely sorry about all this unhappiness and would like to set things straight
I hope that their happiness will come around soon, real soon
so that they all will be smiling always and find their meaning/goal/calling in their life
and that they will embrace all of that happily without the thought of sadness/meaningless within
I sincerely thank YOU from the bottom of my heart.

it is no longer about me anymore.

#30: september

2010-07-24T23:03:00.004+08:00

those who know,do. those who understand,teach.

4TH uncle gave me a pair of flat metallic chopstick!
he has been always nice to us;
he cooks for us with no complaints,
he fix my home equipments with no complaints,
he gives us TREATS always!,
i'm blessed and grateful with all my ♥!

#29: gasping within

2010-07-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain.

#28: iPhone 4.

2010-06-09T00:55:00.002+08:00

the heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure.

im really sorry

there is nothing i can say other than SORRY.

sorry for making you frustrated.

sorry for being irritating.

sorry for not being caring.

sorry for not being thoughtful.

sorry for being wilful.
sorry for not being there for you.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.

#27: \m/

2010-05-26T15:47:00.002+08:00

what is your pursuit?

#26: SESSHOMARU(:

2010-05-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

flowers wither and lose their beauty,

just like how i reflect in vain,

while time lost in intense rain.

- KANNA

#25: eruption in poland.?!

2010-04-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

i have to have another bath all over again.

why people like to nag non-stop.?
why people like to repeat themselves over and over.?
why people like to side with the negativity.?
why.? why.? why.? why.? why.?
lt is not good since everywhere is in chaotic state.
another senseless situation.

#24: AMAZON LILY.

2010-04-10T00:47:00.001+08:00

they don't deserve to complain/moan at all.

UTTERLY SPEECHLESS.
life still goes on despite ugly happenings.
♥ むぎわら >> brighten and makes me smiling from ear to ear always.!

#23: SMOKESCREEN.

2010-04-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

what counts a great deal in life is what we do for others.

life is full of unfairness and favouritism.
smoking is bad for health.
what do we live for in this twenty first century where disastrous things keep happening.?
there is no such thing as equivalent trade for nature can get real harsh, nasty and ugly.

#22: PURPLE FISHBONE.

2010-04-08T01:27:00.001+08:00

will you be there to pull me when i fall.?

it is nice to see you at the entrance be it coincidence or not.

it is surprising that you got the same phone as me. *wink* *wink*

i seriously sincerely missed all the funny gags you did

and goody ol' convos we had throughout the short period of time.!

i am thrown into darkness again;pick me up むぎわら.

i am purely nothing, LIO.

#21: mood sense.

2010-04-01T11:41:00.000+08:00

missing is something unexpected.

thanks for everything throughout the six months internship,
the farewell party, the gift, all the hugs, handshakes, well wishes and tears.
this chapter had come to an end, i wish everyone well and healthy.
despite the chapter had come to an end, all the moments will be in my mind always.
どもありがと~!
i'm surprised to see you after work at the entrance though it is just a short while.
it is nice seeing you all after so long and had a little chat and messages after so.
ごむごむのふうせ.!

#20: eye problem.

2010-03-31T00:54:00.000+08:00

what if the one you live for leaves you.?

muffins is the new love.
should i get muffins tomorrow,fifteen or twenty.?
p.s: i'm a sinner, forever and always.

#19: remember me.

2010-03-30T00:34:00.001+08:00

nothing is real.

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody?
You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t understand.
If you could have anything in the world,it would be to be alone.
People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was.
At least when you’re alone,no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who gives “I don’t know” for an answer.
You feel the way you do just because, you hope the feeling will be gone soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

p.s: i've been like this since i stopped talking to you. you'll never know that,i think.

#18: speechless moment.

2010-03-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

if you judge people,you will have no time to love them.

my surroundings had showed me the ugly side of human nature,
i think it never fail to do so.
do not harbor evil thoughts if you do not wish them to happen on you.
CEDELE.

#17: it is 26th.

2010-03-26T01:02:00.000+08:00

it all begins ... ... with a choice.

it is ending real soon,it is really the moment.
it is not what you want, it is what you are going to do matters the most.
LUFFY has been a huge inspiration and will always be.!
what is life.?
we lie in the balance of life and death in search for it.

#16: PAUL FRANK.

2010-03-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

APPLEADDICTIVEAPPLEADDICTIVE

life is a bore,where is all the excitement.?
i like, (b)

#15: changing appetites.

2010-03-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

どもありがと for the red mouse.!

the time in my life is creeping slowly.
my headache has worsen these few days.
- dear john ♥

#14: welcome back.!

2010-03-12T22:05:00.001+08:00

do not be taken in by her.

-HEADACHE- -SEVERE HEADACHE- -BRAIN DAMAGE- -BRAINLESS-

i cannot think at all for few days.

#13: i want, i want that chocolate cake.

2010-03-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

will she be in your mind.?

i hope everyone will be safe and fine.
you guys are badly missed by しょゆ.
どもありがと for the joy, fun, laughters.!
the moments will be deeply etched within.
time waits for no man and i am left with two more weeks till the end of attachment.
it just seemed like i just started attachment yesterday.
i cannot wait for USS to open.!

#12: one hundred and twenty six megabytes.

2010-03-11T02:03:00.001+08:00

i NEED help for my report.!

o o o o h m y m y, i need to hand up my LOGBOOK, REPORT & PRESENTATION SLIDES
in BOTH hard and soft copies on next tuesday. (@.@)
the problem is i have not started it yet.
i am clueless on how to begin, continue and end it.
on a happy note, the course is coming to an end after this ghastly nightmare.
p.s: where do you live.?

#11: evian blowfish.

2010-03-11T00:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!

i heard that you are on three days MC, do take care truckloads.
thank you all for the compliments. ( 'cause しょゆ had a haircut. )
i appreciate them loads.
how great it will be if you do not smoke at all,
nevertheless, you are still a kind soul.
どもありがと for the nice lil' gestures~!

#10: worms in thy brain.

2010-03-09T19:55:00.004+08:00

ごめいなさい

my madam, i am sorry that i had let you worry about me till now and always.
there is nothing much i can say except by showing concrete results to you and daddy.

x i want to strengthen my mathematics foundation.
x i want to excel in my further education.
x i want to take up many languages ( malay, japanese, french, spanish )
x i want to take up driving lessons and to have my driving license.
x i want a getawayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

this list will not just be big words with no actions.
i will prove my worth this time round if
i am given the chance to have further education in some way or another.
あべって,しょゆ!

#9: TIME.?

2010-03-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

what will you do with a letter that changes everything.?

#8: scarred middle finger.

2010-03-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

to attain true happiness is by sharing.

it is really wonderful to have you guys opening up and letting me into your conversations.
i appreciate it truckloads.
you all had showed me the different side of human nature.
all of you have certainly brought me loads of joy and laughters.
all of you should be proud of your profession and soar like sanji~!
KUDOS to the whole crew;
danny ong, jiaqi, danny hng, stephen, prince, sky, mitchiko and many more~!

#7: 10 seconds never ending eye contact.

2010-03-04T23:58:00.001+08:00

what will you do if you can live forever.?

there is a brand new discovery today, JIAQI is into ONE PIECE ♥ .!
you looked and behaved like someone else today, as though you have many many troubles.
but despite so, you still made me smile brightly as usual everyday.
i hope you will not bottle miserable matters within but share it out instead.
i like your unusual tactics daily~!
i will catch up on BLEACH once i am done with むぎわら.!

#6: short-haired girl.

2010-03-03T15:53:00.001+08:00

live according to your thoughts.

BOMB SHELTER >> TCM therapy >> SWENSENS >> BOMB SHELTER
my ankle is being bandaged again.
this means i have to take medication for my swollen ankle.
my journey have seemed to reach its end soon,it looked very bleak ahead.

#5: she's mine.

2010-03-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

why.?

it is very hilarious today especially the kitchen!
it is because the orders from in-room dining kept flowing in non-stop. L O L s.
どもあいがと for looking out for me!
your efforts are sincerely appreciated by yours truly.
let's share everything,be it good or bad!
D: i will share all the good things with you,just like the animes.

p.s: don't touch her as she's mine and i will do anything to protect her.
from D to Leader.

#4: silent voice for ice breaking.

2010-03-01T23:58:00.003+08:00

self-praise equals to self-disgrace.

it is nice knowing your name and the name that they all called you is irrelevant.
JIAQIJIAQIJIAQI ; it is really a nicey nice name.
it is a pity though that they do not call you by your name.
are you trying to say i am not observant at all.?
i was attacked by hunger pangs and and and
i attacked the SUSHIs that my brother made in return. L O L s.
hohohos, i received SOO TIN's wedding invitation today.
CONGRATULATIONS~!

#3: a pat on thy head.

2010-02-28T23:55:00.001+08:00

favourite hello and hardest goodbye

when you just started having fun then only it dawned on you that it is the time to go.
the back area crew's actions/conversations amuses me truckloads!
i will keep in mind always and it is awesome being part of this.
today's special: prawn/shitake mushroom TEMPURAS.
ありがとございます! you are the best along with the rest.
fyi,i am really like a little girl.

#2: a kiss on thy hand.

2010-02-27T00:55:00.000+08:00

GREEN, YELLOW, BLUE, YELLOW, GREEN

your little gestures/stunts did not fail to amuse me,especially today!
ありがとございます!
you make my days from GREY to RAINBOW.
you might never know this but this is the truth.
you remind me of sanji in some ways. l o l s.?
you asked me of my impression of you before,but i do not think you remember it though.
my impression of you:

you are like my sunshine,turning ): into (: during working hours.
you are like an guardian angel,looking after me.
you are like a strong, stable shelter to rely on no matter where or when.
you seems to have this ability to turn my void into laughters.

that is merely my thoughts only,we are not that close after all.

i am surprised that you actually will fill me in with the little details of your life without me asking at all.

i hope you will not forget about me when i leave; this is my little selfish request.

this is ULQUIORRA! ♥

do you remember him now.?

#1: new blogskin

2010-02-26T17:27:00.005+08:00

is it just me or you're really gone for good.?

もしもし! it's been soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
looooooooooooooooooooooongggggggggggggggggggg
since i'd blogged and posted an entry.
it's due to exhaustion and not able to find a goody ol' new skin.
personally the L LAWLIET blogskin is still the best instead!
please keep in mind fame and money is not everything.
p.s: did you forget that it's the 25th today.?

2009-12-20T13:52:00.002+08:00

SEASONS GREETINGS =.=

hohohohoos. how's everyone doing.?
i'm getting fat by sitting 8hours,6days a week for ONE WHOLE MONTH. =.="
CHRISTMAS is coming in 5days time~
i'm spending my holiday working from 7am-3pm everyday.
hope SANTA get all the things on my list~ :o
P.S: i was transferred to another dept. due to my INJURED ankle.
i'm crossing my fingers that i will be able to get back to my original dept. real soon(:
i'm missing them loads~
i shall stop here or else they wont be ~~happy~~ with me.
P.S: i'm working currently.

no identical kind.

2009-10-31T11:53:00.002+08:00

what do dogs and trees have in common.?

I sooooooooooooo want to lay on hands on the CANON POWERSHOT S90~! ^_______^V
p.s: the orientation was very enriching and and made loads of new friends. :D

NO,the opposite! :p

2009-10-23T21:10:00.001+08:00

what do DORAEMON and SHOYU have in common.? :D

the answer is we both LOVE RED! :D

15 inch MACBOOK PRO :O

2009-10-23T17:02:00.001+08:00

it seems rather easy to be born in SUPER rich family.

I'd to clean up my room due to a NIGHTMARE. x___x"
I'd to report for work at 3pm tomorrow.
my life will be turned upside down for a period of time due to the NIGHTMARE.
may my life be filled with blessings and miracles. ( loads loads loads of them i mean. )

sassy kawaii o__o?

2009-10-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

I'd no rights to know or say anything.

i've worked 3pm to 11pm on MONDAY and TUESDAY.
i've worked 7am to 3pm on WEDNESDAY and THURSDAY.
it's my off day tomorrowwwwwwwwwww~ :o

CONGRATULATIONS, AH LIAN. :D
you'd found your attachment in FULLERTON hotel.!
i wish you ALL THE BEST and have fun throughout the 6 months. :D
p.s: i'm sorry for not answering your calls as i was busy. ><"
but why didn't you picked up my return calls.? o.o?
LET'S MEET UP REAL SOON.? :]

course structures.

2009-10-18T19:32:00.002+08:00

follow your heart and cook it up.!

It's my off day today. :]
and and and I'd slept like throughout the whole day,
but I'm still yawning a lot. x___x"
the schedule for this coming week : 3pm to 11pm ; off day: FRIDAYYYY~
wooots people, I'd survived ONE WHOLE WEEK. :o
p.s: there's a NOKIA N97 mini RAOUL limited edition. :] ( it's prettyaye.! )

welcome to the BLACKBERRY era.! :D

2009-10-14T20:26:00.003+08:00

i'd got the VOLUME TEN of VAMPIRE KNIGHTS.! (^_______^)
everything is going smoothly for my attachment and hopes it'll get better and better as time passes. :o
p.s: i'd changed my blogskin and edited the layouts,
but i had not changed the pictures yet. :]
I'M GOING TO PUT MY FAVOURITE HOTTIES.! (^_____________________^)V (toushirou) :DD
p.p.s: I'm going to brush up my japanese real well.! :3
P.P.P.P.P.S: i will be MIA-ing for SIX months. (perhaps.?) x____x"

anticipations bleed non-stop. x__x

2009-10-11T16:40:00.003+08:00

#142.
mastering the art of french cooking.! :D
p.s: imma bleeding profusely. /:
p.p.s: work begins tomorrow. /:""

2009-10-07T19:41:00.003+08:00

#141.
madam bought 4 FLATS for yours truly for attachment. :D
THANKS LOADS LOADS,MUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYY!!! :DD
i'm soooooooo tempted to buy the top at BEBE. :o
i soooooooo want to throw out all my junks in my wardrobe and
and FILL it up with loads of new clothings clothings and accessories. ;p
Who wants to sponsor me me me.? :D :D :D :D
i will give a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong shopping list to SANTA.! (^________^)V
blackberry bold or blackberry curve o__o

2009-09-20T22:29:00.007+08:00

youknowthatidontandwontwanttohurtyou.

pleasebearwithme.

i'm losing myself as i'm speechless and lostt on many matters.

humans are the ones who created and built up the world it is now,

but it's humans who are the ones who's killing the world and the end is near.

p.s:my mobile plan is useless,i want to change it soooooooooooo badly.

p.p.s:hoping and wishing MIUMIU can get the new handphone. :] ( i can use it then. :X )

p.p.p.s:passerby? ----- if i know you, do tag with your name or nickname. thanks. :]

2009-09-09T00:58:00.003+08:00

yeahhh that blogger's fine.
yeahhh that school's out.
but everyone is missed by SHOYU.
GOOOD LUCK and have TRUCKLOADS OF FUN during attachment.! :D
P.S: everyone's going gaga over 09/09/09 .___.

there's many many many things within,
SHOYU,go kill yourself slowly.

2009-09-03T22:43:00.001+08:00

#137.
I'm super duper X million zillion times worried about my attachment. D:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws.
I mean it, I'm really afraid deep within.
arrrrrrrghhs, it's full of holes.

2009-09-02T21:46:00.005+08:00

#136.
i've got into PAN PACIFIC. o.o
most probably working in KEYAKI,the japanese restaurant :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i had truckloads of fun at TOYS R US.! :] don't mind me throwing soooooo many stuffs.
SHOWS that SHOYU wants to watch:
- THE COVE(vivocity)
- THE TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE
- BANDSLAM

i'm going to the SAF fair tomorrow. o.o"
and and and my examinations is a week away. >___<"" ooohmygoodyness.!

because i'm stupid.♥

2009-09-01T22:57:00.006+08:00

#135.
[31.08]
i took some food off the buffet line before the event began. .___.
typical glutton.
i was utterly nervous before/during the interview.
i reached the place at 13:40. o.o
i waited for someone for 101 minutes after the interview. >______<"
insufficient of oxygen.
i went SUSHI TEI for dinner. :D
i had soft-shell crab,gyozas,unagi omelette and fish roe with salmon sushi :D
i had CHOC MINT and HONEYCOMB with APPLE FILLING my all time favourite, for dessert. :DD
i discovered there's hair in my ice-cream. /: /:
i had an replacement but it's a wrong mixture of flavours. D:
i played hangman in a silliy way. :x

[01.09]
i zzZz till 11plus to join my madam and siblings for brunch at f&co. :D
i had seafood baked rice and it was delicious.! :DDDDD
i walked around with my madam and realised she had short term dementia. o.o" LOLs~~~
i fell asleep when i reached home and woke up at 20:00. :3
i had milk,tuna bread,double egg yolk sunny side up for dinner. :o
i'm blogging currently with many 'i's. :s

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!! MY ONLINE GAMING BUDDY,SKY :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
AS YOU CAN SEE THERE'S 17 HAPPY AS IT'S 17TH BIRTHDAY.! :D
DO TAKE CARE YOURSELF TRUCKLOADS as i don't see you online at all practically. /:

*see, it isn't all about me me me. :3
and and it's the start of the new month. :]

2009-08-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

I have a map of Singapore with me, everywhere I go.
I need stockings urgently.
I'm stumped on filling up the form.

2009-08-30T14:14:00.004+08:00

#134.
you're falling,you're screaming
you're stuck in the same old nightmare
they're lying,you're crying, there's nothing left to salvage

whatever i do/say is utterly wrong,
i'd learned the real hard way to shut up.
is it sooooo difficult to fill up the void within.?
DEAD SILENCE

well,I'm having an interview tomorrow at P.PAC.
wish me goody luck.!

p.s: break fast with dean, rizal and ah pek was full of laughters.!
DOMO ARIGATOs.

2009-08-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

#133.
does it gives you special rights to flare up or vent your anger on others
when you have a specific reason, or should put in this way,
is you just have excuses for it.? o.o
some words are not pleasing to hear and do cherish everything around.

2009-08-24T22:02:00.001+08:00

what's right,what's wrong.?
what's fair, what's unfair.?
what's good, what's bad.?
what's friends, what's enemies.?
what's logical, what's irrational.?

imissmychildhoodfwend,sure-li till there's nono words to express such.
i couldn't contact her after primary school. ><
till now, met her on facebook.!!!!!! :D
ilosttmyselfupsidedown.

2009-08-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

heys all. :D
i have a new wallpaper done by ah lian,
with all my photos put together as a collage. :D
THANKS loads loads.!

p.s: ah pek, i dont want to have a soft toy. ><"
i want a real one. :p
LOLs.

i've came across an interesting quote. :D

"saying sorry doesn't mean that the person is in the wrong while the other is right,
it means that the one apologising treasures the relationship way more than his/her personal ego."

2009-08-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

ooohmymy.
do you have any ideas on what imma doing now.? .___.
make a guess.

imma typing and printing out cover page & content page. o.o"
this two were due in looooooooooooooooooooooong time ago in china. ><"
LOLOLOLs.

ah pek, you bought eric a hammie.!
i want my baby husky. :D
LOLS.!

2009-08-18T21:50:00.001+08:00

blogger's full of problems huh.? o.o"
silence is a good thing too.

TAGS REPLIED:
ahpek: hahas nopes i want to go during the practice sessions toos.! :D

Fish Chips: LOLs oooohs sure ooohs sure.! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

2009-08-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

where's the happy me within.? ><"
i was disgusted towards some actions by human beings today. .__."
but but my day was BRIGHTEN UP by TAUFIK~! :D :D :D
as he was with me the whole time during service and and
we had great laughs along the way. :D :D :D :D
thanks truckloads.! :D

TAGS REPLIED:
hope you mean it,ah pek. :D

2009-08-15T23:36:00.001+08:00

babygirlbabygirlbabygirlbabygirlbabygirlbabygirlbabygirlbabgirl
it's sooooooooooooooooooooo weird. o.o"
my handph. has a madly lagging problem. D:

on a random note
imissyou,junior. :D
i yearn to have my own dog. :D

hmmmmns i wonder when ah pek will ask me out.
LOLS. :o

2009-08-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

#4
there's shooting stars session at 1am. :D
ah pek told me through MSN.
i sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
want to have my DRIVING LICENSE now.!!!!
and and and my own car toos. :D

p.s: to lug my final event things in one piece. ><"

2009-08-08T20:22:00.003+08:00

#3
URRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.!
times haven't been real goody, D:
things were always on the rough side.
i wanted to catch 'UP',
but it's sold out almost everywhere. D: D: D: BOO-HUR-HUR.!
and and tests are coming up.! ><"
and and and FINAL EVENT is on this friday, 14 AUGUST. ><""

P.S : will someone sponsor me happy times,please.? :o

2009-07-22T22:05:00.005+08:00

there's problems with blogger as usual. .___."

there's nothing much to blog except :
- i'm vying for a slot for overseas attachment at NEW ZEALAND. :D
- i got full marks for MPC retest. o.o [ i retook for fun ]
- there's photo shoot tmr for our class :D
- the MARINA SANDS people are coming down tmr for job recruitment. :]
- i'm cravingggggggggggggg for steamboat.! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
- there's 2 MORE H1N1 DEATH. / :

FREE HOLIDAY PACKAGE 4D3N(HK/THAILAND)
basic requirements:
- MARRIED COUPLE
- TOTAL GROSS INCOME: S$5000 and above
- complete the survey & attend a talk

TA-DA.! you got yourself the package then.! TOTALLY FREE! :D
the package consists of 2 ADULTS and 2 ACCOMPANYING CHILDREN. :D

reason being for such is to boost tourism for thailand and hongkong :D
if interested parties, do drop me a tag with your email.! :D
nono worries, this's aint a scam. :D thanks.!

2009-07-19T22:26:00.005+08:00

the warm and passionate heart is blown away,
emptiness is stored within.
though wounds are healed,
but they will never go away.
the distance between was further further than it seems,
it was expected with the dreams experienced.

QUICK RECAP ON THE WEEKEND (SATURDAY) (^^,)V
[x] SUBWAY
[x] ICE AGE 3D
[x] MAC
[x] HARRY POTTER (6)
[x] SUMO HOUSE>>> had loads of food to myself. :XXXXX
[x] home-d in the rain

the year-end project is coming up,
as in REAL REAL SOOON,
it's either on 7TH or 14TH AUGUST.! o.o"
the proposal of decor is to be given by TOMORROW. :]
i'm crossing my fingers that everything will turn out real smooth. :]
this's my final semester and after which, it's the attachment.
then, -POOF- i'm done. :DDD
time flies very very fast. and we aged fast toos. :XXX
hope to update soooon.! :D
goodnights earthlings.! :]

2009-07-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

o.o weird weird to help my dear to post an entry. :x
well, she cant log in to blogger. :x
we're talking over the phone now. (:
but she is busy doing her project. o.o
sickening projects.

well, we're meeting on sunday. ^^
for some cosplay thingy. o.o
oh and i juz bought my dear for friends for sale on facebook. :x

she's going for overseas attachment. o.o
so i guess i'll be going out everyday? :x
lol.
juz joking. ^^

i'm gonna stop posting.
or not i cant concentrate on talking to her.

2009-07-09T15:43:00.004+08:00

those BIG FAKE smiles and STUPID lies,
keeping me bleeding within still.
if you are thinking I'm happy,
I'm soooooooo not okayys.
I will be alright by myself,
stop those pretentious concerns.
there's no such thing as sorry to you.

dont ask me what I mean of the above
thanks.!

p.s: I'm blogging with itouch again. hahas.
p.s.s: some things are better to be thought of from other people's shoes.

shoyu's losing the grip of life.
the heart had turned into stone.
she is not a saint,do not expect too many of miracles from her.
she is someone who can be there when needed,
but apparently, she doesn't seems to be needed.
DEFINE FAIR. o.o

2009-07-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

I'm posting by using my itouch.!
wooooooahhs~ :D
technologies seems sooooo strange all of sudden,
as I'm away from them for soooooooooo long.! /:

I'm talking to miumiu currently.! :DDD
sayonara.! :D

p.s : my handph couldn't switch on since I got home.
p.s.s : kaninabe=crab hotpot in Japanese :DD

2009-07-03T19:08:00.004+08:00

HEYS all :D :D :D
imma cooking instant nooo-dles currently.
imma sooooooooooooooo sleepy. ><"

DMC TRUCKLOADS TRUCKLOADS TRUCKLOADS till i cannot describe,♥

i will update alil' more later. :X

EDITED

imma done with my instant noooo-dles and yakult. :D
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY KIDDO~! :D :D :D
LOLOLS

i've been working working working working since i'm back from camp. / :
7AM-3PM became 6AM-3PM. D: D: D:
sooooooooooooooo friggin'ly early early.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
the job is a real bore toos,
as it's just clearing plates,polishing cutlery and throwing rubbish. / :

hmmns. put work aside.
school's starting soooon. / :
and and and. taking of temperature everywhere due to H1N1's real crazily
TROUBLESOME. D: D: D: D: D: D:
sooo. people out there,do take care of yourself LOADS LOADS.!
not only that,do be responsible. :D :D

♥ lalalalalaaaas.yawns~

2009-06-17T22:53:00.004+08:00

i'm munching on fried rice currently.
my camping bag is super super duper ultra FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT /:
this is kind of "last" post as i'll be away for camp
and and should be starting work immediately after camp. D:
thus, there won't be time time to update at all. D:
i'll try my very best to update if possible. :D
in th mean time, do take care and eat your meals on time, :D
(L)♥

TIE,shoyu
TIE,shoyu
TIE TIE,shoyu :D

HAPPY FATHER's DAY,my beloved daddy♥ !! :D
this wishes are in advance. D:

2009-06-13T20:41:00.003+08:00

breakfast: yan yan [ did not finished .__. ]
lunch: nasi lemak
dinner: old chang kee with apple and aloe vera drink

sensei, your gig was GREAT.! ^^V *THUMBS UPS*

i'll be off away from my comfy zone for camp and work work work. / :
but nevertheless,i do hope i will have lovely time to spend. :D :D

2009-06-10T20:06:00.004+08:00

I wanted to know why our world's terminally distorted.
Where did that distortion comes from.?
Why there are people who are unconsciously evil.?
Why do people don't know that their evil hurt others.?
Why is humanity an expiruemad which conflicts itself only.?
Why are there people who rule,and those who are ruled.?
Why do we wound each other.?
In spite of all this, why do people go on living like they do.?

this is my heartfelt feelings towards humanity
why is private blogs a hot trend now.?

2009-06-03T22:55:00.001+08:00

I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WANT TO HAVE TH 'TOFUUUU' :D :D :D :D

are they being truthful.? i dread that they are not.

2009-05-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

hmmmns simplicity's much better at times.? :D

2009-05-14T23:18:00.006+08:00

LOLs i can do my posts in C-O-L-O-U-R-S ^^V
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!

hmmns there's not much happenings these couple of weeks except
LAST MINUTE BOMBS and and and
MORE MORE PROJECTS. LOLs

i've catched th movie "ANGELS and DEMONS" :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
it's AWESOMELY COOOOOOOOOOOOOL~!!!
th ILLUMANTI[hope i'd spelled it correctly :D] wordings's
EXTREMELY AWESOME~!!!!! ^^V
i want to get it as a tattoo.? o.o
therefore it's a MUST-WATCH~ ^^V

FAITH is something akin to strong beliefs of god and
it pulls you through th darkest and toughest ordeals of your life.
where's my faith .?
i'm soooooooooo TEMPTED to travel around th world now now.!! :D

RED RED RED~! :D
p.s: my posts looks better without colours right.? o.o

2009-05-10T22:14:00.006+08:00

DOMO ARIGATOs for th soothing msg even though me couldn't send any. :D
and and when it seemed bleak ahead during times.
remember the g.n message

SHOPPING SPREEEE♥ ^^V:
[o] RED handphone♥
[o] RED digital camera♥
[o] RED headphones♥
[o] RED glasses♥
[o] RED lappy♥
[o] RED flats♥
[o] RED psp.?♥
[o] RED stationery set♥
[o] plus many many many more RED stuffs. :D LOLs

i'm HIGH on RED RED RED stuffs. :D

2009-05-10T18:47:00.007+08:00

MOTHER'S DAYMOTHER'S DAYMOTHER'S DAY
hmmns wanted to have a goody blasting celebration for my MADAM today,
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT it's ruined by my sickening auntie. D: D:
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
we didn't did much except with having roti prata&chicken rice for BRUNCH. /:
ROARROARROARROARROAR~~

it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
depressing. D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
hmmns,money management's soooo bad for these few days. D:

ermmns anson and amanda,
if you guys see this....
when we going to do projs.? o.o
sorry for not replying any msges as my handph.'s having some probs. D:
SORRY~~
p.s: the kiddy msg kinda of freaked me out. ):

2009-05-03T22:17:00.006+08:00

this time there's nothing left to break for her heart is missing,
disgusted by th selfishness cruelty so-called moral values displayed.
i won't be all that you want
and get myself together
cause all your fugly acts made me fallen apart over countless times;
till i've completely fallen into history.

my deepest thoughts and feelings will be revealed in one day,two weeks.

2009-04-27T23:22:00.005+08:00

heys all.
the blogger has not been posting much recently despite saying so. -.-
she's busy due to loads loads of projects and projects. o.o"
by the way,school's been a REAL DRAG / :
i've a spot-check and service today.
SPOT-CHECK
D.M looking at my hair and said
:ok,very good. next.
ME:-stunnned- for i thought i might need to cut my hair as
almost all cannot make it to his expectations. o.o"

SERVICE TIME
ermmns hmmns it didn't turned out fine
as there's people cancelled reservations without informing me. ><"
we were supposed to hit sales of S$200. D:
they were not only irresponsible,but also very rude. D:
not only so,there were some hiccups along the way.
all the happenings was simply forgotten by kiddo as
life is too short to bear grudges. :D
after which,we had a short discussion with the culinary chefs for th final proj. :]
ermmns it didn't turned out goody good. D:
it's though there's a barrier between us,
no matter how much we tried to open up to them,
they are just not letting us into their space. D:

BOWLING TIME at safra
it's been a while since i'd bowled.
the experience with ah pek and eric was funny and nice. :D
DOMO ARIGATOs guys.! :D :D :D :D :D
we must ask more to join us next time. :D
unless you all just want the 3 of us. LOLs.!

DINNER:KFC 2PIECE CHICKEN MEAL with
UPSIZED m.POTATOES&COLESAW&iced.L.TEA ^^V
i'm such a big glutton huh.? :X
i was having a BAD SORE ITCHY THROAT,yet i still ate that. :XX
hmmns life is too short to think too much. :D
update more soon. :D
*coughs* *coughs*
-- due to the bad throat thingy. D:

P.S: i'm printing research info on the final proj&it's 14 pages long. ><"
P.P.S: it's just one category only. D:

2009-04-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday,happy birthday
happy birthday to you
my childhood cousin~ :D :D
hmmns just turned 18,how's th feel then.? :D

school has not been really good as school's from 8-6 daily. .__."
school: draggy,stoning,projects,service,draggy,draggy. / :
there's a LAST trip for NYAA : VIETNAM
it'll be 5days,4nights trip. :D
with regards about the details,i'm still unclear. >_<
i might be flying to HONG KONG toos,
to visit my auntie and cousins~ :D

♥E63 (^^,)V
phew,i'm on the dot. :D

2009-04-13T22:18:00.005+08:00

DECODE PARAMORE

how can i decide what's right
when you're clouding up my mind
i can't win your losing fight
all this time

nor i could ever own what's mine
when you're always taking sides
but you wont take away my pride
no,not this time
not this time

how did we get here
when i used to know you so well
how did we get here
well,i think i know

the truth is hiding in your eyes
and it's hanging on your tongue
just boiling in my blood
but you think that i can't see

what kind of man that you are
if you're a man at all
well,i'll figure this one out
on my own

(i'm screaming,i love you so)
on my own
(but my thoughts you can't decode)

how did we get here
when i used to know you so well
how did we get here
well,i think i know

do you see what we've done
we're gonna make such fools of ourselves
do you see what we've done
we're gonna make such fools of ourselves

how did we get here
when i used to know you so well
how did we get here
well,i think i know

i think i know
i think i know
there's something i see in you
it might kill me,i want it to be true.

this song's full of meanings.
believe in karma,it's a reality check cycle.
i mean it,no kiddings/jokes.

what's the meaning of life.?
emptiness's filling up my soul,
the strong void is eating up my heart.
it hurts when standing alone in the dark.

2009-04-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

hmmms AUNTIE JOCE
assumed that you didnt see my wall of birthday wish for you on FACEBOOK. D:
here's wishing you again,
SWEETY GLAMOUROUS and ENJOYABLE 18TH BIRTHDAY~ ^^V

hmmns time flies,
our friendship had gone 5 years of journey and still continuin. :D
do you remember the first time we met.? :D
you were sitting next to me in th hall
during assembly for th first day of school.! :D
you even asked me about higher mother tongue things.
not only that,we went to the same cca,CHORALE. :D
we had been faithful to the cca during the first year,
but the following year,we pon many many sessions. :XX
after which,year 3&4,we went CHORALE practices regularly as
we are in committee and preparing for SYF.! :D
though there's the 'O' levels,
we still went for CHORALE practices like no one business. :X
imisssyou,my friend.
imissallourjuniors.
take care loads and have fun in whatever you do.
don't forget about me wors. ^^V

2009-04-06T13:27:00.007+08:00

hmmns i'm seriously sick and tired of everything,
but i do not seek to commit suicide. .__.
why people couldn't live in harmony,
without any back-stabbing/hypocrispy,
but instead treat one another with LOVE ♥ and concern.?

SPEECHLESS
i'm feeling soo void in life. .__.
i'm feeling giddy currently.
i'm feeling hungry as it's 1plus.
i'm feeling stupid.
i'm feeling sleepy[zzZz at 2plus and woke up at 7. .__." ]
i'm feeling bored as i'm facing th comp screen almost th whole day.
i'm feeling invaded.
i'm feeling left out in th dark.
i'm feeling like a puppet.
i'm feeling to figure out th purpose of me living.

♥ GONE FOR GOOD
i'm no longer th crazy kiddo.
i'm no longer th happy-go-lucky kiddo.
i'm no longer th outgoing kiddo.
i'm no longer th day-dreaming kiddo.
i'm no longer th glutton kiddo.
i'm no longer th loud kiddo.
i'm no longer th hyper kiddo.
i'm no longer th loving kiddo.
i'm no longer th helpful kiddo.
i'm no longer th goody kiddo.

♥
i'm going for good from this outside drastic world,
but i will still be updating over here loads loads loads.
as this blog will offically be my BEST FRIEND FOREVER.
readers out there,
thanks loads loads for th faithful viewing.

p.s:do vomit out all your unhappiness to me if you all are comfortable.
SHOYU♥