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WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME TO THE HIDEOUS, SELFISH, RUDE WORLD.
BANNERS BANNERS BANNERS SHOUT "しょゆ"!
WILL THE SALVATION COMES OR WILL I EVENTUALLY BE FORGOTTEN AND ROT AWAY.?
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DANGER
streets of despair
faces of uncertainity
scenes of devastation
hollows with memories of nobody
where smiles and warmth were long gone
fade to black, ( she calls your name )
lostt and not found,
all she knew were all illusions,
there is nothing like happily ever after,
thank you for the ugly reminders.
insights of my faltering, damaged mind
why is every man for himself.?
SCREAMO CHANNEL
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
"Each person's map of the world is as unique as their thumbprint. There are no two people alike. No two people who understand the same sentence the same way. So in dealing with people, try not to fit them to your concept of what they should be"
-Milton Erickson
HEYS all. :D SORRY for not able to update for sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong. ><" i've been busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy preparing CHINESE NEW YEAR with my family.
22ND JANUARY'09 :D i stoned at MACs(bukit batok) to chill with bf,twinnie,lian.! :D but lian left early to meet zk. however fret not,lian.we understand :D we LAUGHEDlaughedCHATTEDchilledEDITEDlaughedSTONEDlaughed X COUNTLESS TIMES~ I LAUGHED TH HARDEST AND TH STUPIDEST OF ALL~~ :XXXXXXX tragedy striked; someone dislocated her ankle. ): she's been screaming shouting screaming shouting due to th mishandling of th paramedics. -.- it made me super super emotional as things flashed back in my mind. TWINNIE was like " nana high leys "
23RD JANUARY'09 it's officially 'MYFAULTS'DAY' :] everything seriously truly didn't went smoothly smooth / : got blames/scoldings like nobody's business. .__. people who knows it will understand. ><
24TH JANUARY'09 stoned/cleaned up my place,doing last round of S.C.. **SPRING-CLEANING though vacuumed and moped my bomb shelter twice/thrice, it's still soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo DUSTYDUSTYdustyDUSTYDUSTYdustyDUSTYDUSTYdustyDUSTYDUSTY. .__.
25TH JANUARY'09;CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE/除夕 someone soooooo PERVERTIC went to pour RED PAINT ON MY NEIGHBOUR'S FRONT DOOR at 12plus. .__. police officers were called in to investigate this matter. fyi,the neighbour moved in just few days ago. .__. as usual,my family had STEAMBOAT for LUNCH. :DD chilledchilledchilled till evening, off to my uncle's place :] HOME-D AROUND 12PLUS- 1AM :] i'm done with TWILIGHT & NEW MOON~~! (^-^)V WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!
26th JANUARY'09;初一 woke up bright early to prepare :] went : [x] temple [x] my uncle's place [x] my granny's place [x] my another uncle's place. by th way,my family was VEGETARIAN th whole day. :] hahas.
27TH JANUARY'09;初二 it was FAMILY DAY :DDD watched RED CLIFF 2 :D though me didn't catch part 1 before :D it was like going round singapore to look for places to eat. .__.
rotting in school today. o.o" there was a test,quite simple :] there's presentation tmr ><" goodnights all. :D take cares~
hmmms SORRY for not posting for SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ): i'll try my best to update everything one shot tomorrow.? (: TAKE CARE~
moshi moshi. how it will feel when you lose a loved one soooooooooo dear to you but you didn't even realised till you actually lose her/him.? it seriously hurts hurts hurts hurts hurts hurts hurts hurts hurts hurts loads loads loads loads loads loads loads loads loads loads loads loads X countless countless countless countless countless countless times.
have you ever seen, [o] a HEARTLESS couple in th MRT not letting their seats to kids who's sitting on th floor in order to zzZzz.? [o] a lady wearing gloves to read newspaper.?
well,i had. with regards to th former,ii SERIOUSLY feel human nature is soooooooooooo UGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLY~ hmmmms it make people think at times.. what's th point of undergoing sooo much education for.? while character and mentality is like soooooooo shitty.. ii super duper cannot stand that people ill-treat their parents. they often take them for granted as though their parents owe them BIG BIG time. they remembered th BAD BAD things their parents did, not th goody and tough tough tough times they gone through while bringing them up. seriously this type of people can go kill themselves for they are just wasting humans's resources. _|_ enough of such ranting of own's thoughts. :D hahas.
this's song is my favourite for sooooooooooooooooooooooo loooong~ :D &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& ii had it now~~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I WANTED YOU - INA :D
lately i've been thinking about what i can do i've been stressing to fall back in love with you i'm so sorry that i couldn't follow through but i can't go on this way i've got to stop it babe
you've been wonderful in all that you can be but it hurts when you say that you understand me so believe me i,i am sorry i, i am sorry i,i
[CHORUS] : i wanted you to be there when i fall i wanted you to see me through it all i wanted you to be th one i loved i wanted you,i wanted you. i wanted you to hold me in my sleep i wanted you to show me what i need i wanted you to know just how down deep i wanted you, i wanted you
i've been pushing hard to open up th door trying to take us back to where we were before but i'm done i just can't do this anymore cause we can't be mended so let's stop pretending now
we've been walking around in circles for some time & i think we should head for th finish line so believe me i,i'm sorry i, i'm sorry i,i
[CHORUS]~
i,i..i'm so sorry baby but i,i..i gotta pack up and leave but i,i'll always remember how we came close to being what i wanted to be i wanted you baby i wanted you
[CHORUS]~
i wanted you~ i wanted you~~~
*i want this to be my bloggie's song :D shoo shoo "pictures of you" :XXXX come come come "i wanted you" :DDD
heys all (: how has life been going.? mine had not much happenings except catching shows and stoning(: SHOWS VIEWED : [x] passengers [x] PONYO ON THE CLIFF BY TH SEA. :DD
th anime is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo SUPERB~! :DDDDDDDDDDDD LOLOLOLs i'm not kidding/fooling around. :D btw,i still cannot find my ECLIPSE. T^T hmmmmms hopes to get my haircut and CNY's clothings sooon. (:
how forgetful ii can really really really get~~ :XXX ii actually forgot to tell my DADDY to top up my consession pass. o.o in the end,ii have to do so by myself. ><" th queue for th NEW EZ-LINK CARDS are very very very very X100000 HORRIBLE~~~~ -.- school's soooooooooooooooo boring. *YAWNS* >o<
i know th answer to your riddle,stella(: LOLS i might want to adopt your babies(:
HEYSHEYSHEYS~ this week had been real dramatic. i repeat. REAL DRAMATIC~ o.o [x] choked on toothpaste before reporting for school ><" [x] attending wine lessons (: ( btw,today mark th last day of such ): ) [x] helped out at NUSS for VVIP event ( was being paid for ) [x] fights,conflicts,misunderstandings,LIES,hypocrisy. -.-
hmmms,my madam always tell me : "in this world,there's all sorts of people, open your eyes and ears BIG BIG to see who are true and sincere." however despite so,i still stick to th belief, that all th people whom i know are good and not putting up a false front. BUT BUT BUT BUT this person have to prove my belief WRONG. ><" since you like to be every teacher's pet,let it be then you are just getting sympathies from them instead AND you are cheapening yourself in a way or another excuses ain't GOOD shields to cover up your disgustiing faults *GASPS* *GASPS* *GASPS *GASPS* shocked shocked shocked~ from a nicey nice person into a horrible plastic one -.-
it's a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life. won't you take me by th hand, take me somewhere new. i don't know who you are, but i'm,i'm with you.
there's nothing much to expect from life just feel like getting away from all these. do more, talk less.
goodnights,everyone. have a good zzZz and a better day awaits for you all tomorrow.
i'm currently still under my madam's ban. >< i'm clearing up my lil mess ): i'm listening to 'empty' :D by th way,th first day of school is not exciting. o.o" it's just all th talking talking talking. o.o lols.? after which,there's lil spring cleaning actions. (: lecturer made us cleaned PRRACTICALLY everything o.o including th air-cons. LOLOLs perhaps he's a hygiene freak.? :XXXXX update more if possible. :D TWINNY keeps bugging me for th NEW MOON :XX
with regards to the post at 12:38am, there's nothing much to say, except human's emotions are complex to understand. the words had spoken and the wall is undergoing construction, till then,it will remain;hard and solid.
my madam refused to lift the ban imposed on me ><" it's real bad bad. hmmms perhaps it's a good thing to have the ban somehow. o.o ii can try to fit into simple life without technologies;my computer. *innocent look* can ii really do so.? o.o goodnights~
A RED APPLE A DAY,KEEPS A DOCTOR TRULY AWAY~ p.s : it's true(:
damages had been done but ii didn't meant anything except playing around. ><" however to you,it must be hurting as it might be a big deal to you. i'm seriously clueless and speechless. I'M SINCERELY SORRY.! i've developed a strange kind of feeling toward you, o.o not wanting to see you in hurts and not wanting you to be hurted by me. the desire within is rather strong. i had a dream last night about us, a dream where ii had quite long ago,which lasted few days. you were down, SUPER DUPER down always but when you are fine,happy,i'm glad but sad. glad as in you are not emo-ing or troubled by stuffs. sad as in i'm ain't the one who do so. from now onwards,i'll not talk much I'M SORRY SORRY ONCE AGAIN
heys all. "you've been banned from using the computer for a month." this is what my madam greeted me when i woke up at 11plus. so i cannot do many many things except doing homework/research. take cares and zzZz well. goodnights.
kindly stop spamming new year messages(: send once is enough(: due to your spamming, ii didn't get to read my another buddy's that's rather loong not in contact ><" since it's th new year, (: ii should forgive and forget (: but still, a little AARRGGH.?
HEYS ALL :D ITS A BRAND NEW YEAR~~ 2009~ yesterday had not much happenings, except counting down to th new year with strangers at CHOMP CHOMP :D LOLOLS. MANY MANY MANY messages came in toos~ :DDDD DOMO ARIGATOs,PEOPLE :D you all ain't forgotten~!!
2009's resolutions : [o] well-being and peace for everyone :D SMILE MORE MORE,PEOPLE :DD [o] study smart,play hard :D [o] save money money money;get it back. :D [o] catch up with old friends :D [o] see things on a POSITIVE note. [o] many many more.? o.o HAHAHAHAS.
well,i'm going to continue my celebration soon. o.o it's a continuous phrase from yesterday till today. i'm going back to school for WINE lessons :DD i missed it yeaterday due to family. >< i'll make up as much as possible for tomorrow. projects to be done real soon ii hope :D till next time~~ :D
