ANIME MANGA ANIME MANGA I ♥ THEM.
WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME TO THE HIDEOUS, SELFISH, RUDE WORLD.
BANNERS BANNERS BANNERS SHOUT "しょゆ"!
WILL THE SALVATION COMES OR WILL I EVENTUALLY BE FORGOTTEN AND ROT AWAY.?
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DANGER
streets of despair
faces of uncertainity
scenes of devastation
hollows with memories of nobody
where smiles and warmth were long gone
fade to black, ( she calls your name )
lostt and not found,
all she knew were all illusions,
there is nothing like happily ever after,
thank you for the ugly reminders.
insights of my faltering, damaged mind
why is every man for himself.?
SCREAMO CHANNEL
Sunday, March 15, 2009
my 100th post. heys all,since it's my 100TH post, it shall be lil words and pictures pictures pictures instead. today's my grandma's 6th death anniversary. well,time really flies as my memory of her was when she's hospitalised for a fall and when about to discharge, she was sent to intensive care unit[ICU] due to heart attack. seeing her with soo many tubes on her and couldn't talk at all, at most she could only blink as her responses to us. upon visting,my cousins and me were sent home to play. the following day,my madam looked super super heartbroken and my daddy broke the news to us instead. she passed away. i was shocked the moment i knew what my daddy was going to say, my tears keep falling on my cheeks non-stop. the reason being of shocked was that i "shouted" her behind her back for trivial matters and i felt soo bad bad about it. i was hoping for a chance to apologise and ask for forgiveness. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO TOOK CARE OF ME AND WATCH ME GROW WHILE SHE WITHERED AWAY despite the shoutings,i loved her with all my heart. my madam always told me while i was young, that i MUST TAKE CARE OF HER WHEN I GROW UP and remember all things she did and how she brought me up painstakingly. i didn't forget any of these. while looking at my childhood's photos,my flashbacks all came back when i looked at the one she carried me while i was dressed prettily. I MISSED YOU LOADS till i lost count. i was thinking if that day you didnt go and lived on, life would be different then.
today was a super super CLOUDY day.
life's is like a journey where you gain,lost and go all over again.
the photography bug has got on to me~ P.S : the pictures above are all taken by ME. so i hope everyone out there reading will respect my copyrighted items, and comment on my photography skills. DOMO ARIGATOs.! live on with a conscience.
