ANIME MANGA ANIME MANGA I ♥ THEM.
WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME TO THE HIDEOUS, SELFISH, RUDE WORLD.
BANNERS BANNERS BANNERS SHOUT "しょゆ"!
WILL THE SALVATION COMES OR WILL I EVENTUALLY BE FORGOTTEN AND ROT AWAY.?
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DANGER
streets of despair
faces of uncertainity
scenes of devastation
hollows with memories of nobody
where smiles and warmth were long gone
fade to black, ( she calls your name )
lostt and not found,
all she knew were all illusions,
there is nothing like happily ever after,
thank you for the ugly reminders.
insights of my faltering, damaged mind
why is every man for himself.?
SCREAMO CHANNEL
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
ii dislike dislike people who vent their anger/frustrations on me when i'm not th one who cause such don't ever do that to me i'll feel super super AAARRRGGGHHH~.?
heys all :D i've been wanting to blog about many many many many COUNTLESS stuffs, BUT BUT don't know where to begin. :D hahas. well,tomorrow is th LAST DAY OF 2008~ WOWs,time REALLY REALLY flies SUPER SUPER FAST. o.o hope everyone had an enjoyable year(: do stick to your promise as tomorrow's th last day of th year. :D
i sort of begin th project that's rather overdued *innocent look* th process of brainstorming,buying things needed,chit-chat etc WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~ :DD THNAKS,LALA~! :D but sorry for holding you up till late late): P.S : th project ain't done :XXX LOLOLs
i'm really really really really sorry for avoiding you for quite some time in th past. i was freaked out by you not a little BUT rather. so don't mind me and let's go back like before :D ICE CHOCOLATE MILK~
i'm suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper upset Xcountless times as th twilight,new moon,eclipse novels are totally totally totally totally totally OUT OF STOCK~~??!!! T^T T^T who'll get them for me.? :DD
th wine lessons are getting more and more interesting :D
emotions and loneliness had overwhelmed her loads loads loads. she's not part of anything at all. she's at a great loss. all she knows is deep within,she will not smile again. let her feel that she's not alone and left out.
heys all i wanted to post lots lots of stuffs but th mood is gone. sorry to all who has been reading my blog. SORRY~! goodnights and zzZz well.
HEYS all(: TIME-CHECK : 01:40am. I have to get up at 06:30am to attend mr JON.'s wine lessons. I had learned far more than i can ever imagined from him. (: The module in B.S was rather in basics and so we didn't learned much. o.o
Reasons of the failure of the muffins: [x] pre-overheated th oven. o.o? [x] no addition of sugar ><" well as this's my 1ST attempt, :XX my family supported me lots and ate them(: THANKS LOADS LOADS LOADS~! :DD
I've been atttending wine lessons, doing projects,going out with mates. o.o? HOLIDAYS = SCHOOL TIME. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLs~~ hmmms,i wanted to work part-time during the holidays but time does not allow me so. ): thus,i've burned a rather big hole in my savings. ):
the things i've learned from the past lessons: [x] prelude of wines [x] white grapes of the world [x] white wines of FRANCE [x] wines of US [x] white wines of CALIFORNIA [x] white wines of GERMANY
I can really say that all the knowledge imparted are truly AMAZING,INCREDIBLE,MYSTERIOUS,SOPHISCATED,PRICELESS~! :D knowing the wines indepth are like believing vampires's existences. :D i'm being irrational again. i'm savouring every moment of it~! :D && we need to purchase a book on the complete wine course(34S$), my daddy was willingly to pay for me me me~! (: THANKS LOADS LOADS,DADDY<3~! :DD though we didnt spend much time together, but i know there's a special bond between us. (:
"your feelings seems so pretentious, the sayings won't be fake. you know very well that ii despise,dislike LIARS SUPER SUPER DUPER LOADS LOADS till the max, if you really care for me, don't ever think of hurting me. so,deep down within me, wishing you are telling all the truth, nothing but the truth. my trust in you is still there, but if such were to take place, it'll be gone like a wind,for good"
to anson a.k.a bf: hmmms bf,to the things that made you superx100 duper troubled, don't worry and dwell too negatively about them. what may come,just follow your heart&control your own life~! do not let other's actions affect your own thinking/moods. do take note,it's aint your fault this time round. DO NOT, ii repeat.. DO NOT DO NOT take too many panadols at a time): you are causing severe danger to your body): TAKE CARE LOADS,we'll always be here for you. :D your family and junior toos~! :D kiddo nana is here always(: unless i'm dead o.o hahas
i missed my chorale mates and juniors lots~! ><" must must must find time to meet them. (: wondering how's mrs nair's kids are doing. (: hahas i miss sasha and tanya alot alot(: i have to contact mrs nair asap. o.o
P.S: geez,this's a rather loong post. o.o? P.P.S: it's raining now. P.P.P.S: i'm still awake. ><" hope i'll be awake for th schedule later(: P.P.P.P.S: the reason of th timing diff. between the time-check and the signing off is due to i had left the blogger ALONE and went to do other stuffs elsewhere. :XX LOLS
hmmms,its 12:48am now o.o i'm not able to fall asleep, due to lots lots of hibernations at home. :x it's okayys as i'm doing research and talking to friends on msn(: hahas~ life is FULL of UPs and DOWNs. o.o *sob* *sob* *sob* *sob* *sob* ii cannot change my fonts and add colours to my entries): my posts seems soooooooooo LIFELESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS now):
i'm going to get baking ingredients and CONVERSE sale later. :D
hmmms,ii changed my blogskin. hope it looked goody good to you guys out there(: there's REALLY SURELY LOADS LOADS OF PROBLEMS WITH MY BLOGGER): AAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!! T^T
hellooos(: i went to EXPO for the major COSPLAY event(: ANIME@EXPO CONFERENCE HALLS A-F 13TH DECEMBER'2008 10AM-7PM i had took PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES :D BUT BUT rather lazy to upload them :x i went to watch TWILIGHT too~ :D I WANT TO WATCH IT AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN~!!!! (^-^)V some sweeeet lines from th leads~ :D
e.cullen: you're a drug to me. e.cullen: like a personal brand of heroin~ e.cullen: you're my life now. e.cullen: i'll protect you against anything,to ensure you're safe once again(:
beth:i'm not afraid of you, beth: i'm afraid of losing you): soooo sweeeeet to have a boyf. like edward cullen~~~ (^-^)VVVV ii do believe vampires's existence(:
hmmm wanted to blog about loads loads of stuffs, BUT BUT BUT there's something wrong with my blogger): soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i'll have to post them all tomorrow ><" i really want to know th identities of bla, ble, woohoo (: do tell me okayys.? (:
